I can never hide
But I see how my honesty
Makes you feel deep inside.
I see the sorrow;
The worry on your brow
You feel it’s your place to help
And you will never know how.
For I am not a damsel
Awaiting a valiant knight
I am more or less a bird
With a broken wing trying to take flight.
And I will push away
All of those who try to save me
Though my struggle is hopeless
I can always say I’m free.
Never can I blame others
For the mess I’ve gotten into
Never will I admit I need the help
Or even
That I need you.
And it will be this determination
That will keep me on the ground
This damn cage I built blinds me
To the love that I have found.
Age 20