But will not give it to you
Until I see fit,
Until I cannot say
Anything to explain
What I’ll try to say now.
Whatever’s happened,
Whatever we’ve said or we’ve done,
Give me this; read this page.
My love for you will never hinder,
It does not fluctuate with the emotions of the moment, or even of the day, week, or month.
It is eternally deep and steady,
A rock on which I hope to build our futures.
Neither of us is perfect
And nothing in life is easy,
But I’d rather work a thousand times harder
Than spend a day without you.
You’ve revived a part of my soul
I’d given up hope on.
You’ve proven to me
That I can do things,
That I am beautiful,
That my life is worth living.
No one has ever moved me in the ways that you do.
I realize we must both be very stressed,
If I’ve brought this to you.
But my heart is on this page
And I’m giving it to you.
Please, come find me
And just hold me
Even if you’re too mad to talk.
Whatever happened
Isn’t worth losing what I have found in you.
For my love,
To be used when
I cannot say what
I need you to hear.
Age 18