What use is that to me?
I have courage I cannot summon,
How much courage can that be?
I second guess myself
In everything I do.
I worry over every detail
And analyze them all too.
It is a very tiring
And not-productive task
So much I double check,
So many questions do I ask.
I fear I drive people away
Because trust I do not show.
How it breaks my heart,
I never meant to make them go.
Age 19