But it’s emptying out my heart.
I know there’s something I need to say to you,
But I don't know where to start.
Then it comes like it always does,
Those words that cut like a knife.
The kind you know are coming but never want to hear,
The kind that change your life.
Then I hear you hesitate,
My heart sinking as I wait,
There isn't anything worse than pain to anticipate.
I can’t believe this is happening,
Why does this always have to come?
Man, I thought I knew you, thought this was different,
I don't know where this is coming from.
Now it’s over,
I feel like crap but I couldn’t cry.
Think about what you're doing now,
And wonder why I even try.
Laying alone on my bed,
Thinking about what you said,
Wishing I was dead.
Why do you have power over me?
How come people can affect me like this?
Got all these insults in my head,
But the world’s the only thing I really want to diss.
What’s up with us,
And all the messed up things we do?
Once we’ve destroyed this world,
Where do we think we’re moving to?
I bang my head on the wall,
I’d get up to stumble but I fall,
Need some help, but nowhere to call.
Lifestyle, religion, politics,
Not to mention color of skin,
We got all these things we judge on,
But who are we to judge, we all sin.
Bad food, cancer, car crashes,
Rape and murder in school,
When are we going to realize
None of that is cool?
Too many people getting maimed,
Too many people getting blamed,
Anybody smart knows, we all ought to be ashamed.
Land of the free
We’ve all heard of free speech.
With freedom of religion,
Shouldn’t we get freedom to preach?
No God in the classroom,
Can’t try force to believe,
But with no true morals,
What are we going to achieve?
I’m going to scream my beliefs loud,
Far out over the crowd,
Even though it’s a sin, I know I’ll be proud.