That make my mind flinch.
How can I feel so detached
From something I love so dearly?
How can I move steadily forward
With one eye over my shoulder?
How can I have a relationship
When it’s myself I do not trust?
How can I learn to let someone love me
When I doubt my worthiness of love?
How long must I exist on this earth
When my soul belongs at home in Heaven?
How can I raise a child
When I am so undeveloped myself?
Why can I lie so well I believe myself
When others see right through me?
Who am I to deserve this life
I glide through like it’s only pretend?
When will this end?