Leave me alone here;
Let me wallow in my thoughts.
My head aches with emptiness
As my teeth grind
And stomach turns.
Leave me alone here;
Let me torture my own soul.
So full of anger and confusion,
So inadequate and worthless.
I do not want your company;
I am too stubborn to break this cycle
So leave me alone here
Until the rage has subsided
Until the confusion has faded away.
Let me cry alone until the guilt has run dry.
Leave me alone here
Until I’m ready to die.
Age 20
Let me wallow in my thoughts.
My head aches with emptiness
As my teeth grind
And stomach turns.
Leave me alone here;
Let me torture my own soul.
So full of anger and confusion,
So inadequate and worthless.
I do not want your company;
I am too stubborn to break this cycle
So leave me alone here
Until the rage has subsided
Until the confusion has faded away.
Let me cry alone until the guilt has run dry.
Leave me alone here
Until I’m ready to die.
Age 20