So many emotions run through me.
I want to cry,
But I am too hollow.
I want to scream
But I am too weak.
I want to crumble,
But my flesh holds me up.
I want to hold you,
But you are not here.
I want to be mad at you
For leaving me here,
But my heart won’t let me.
My mind knows it’s foolish,
But yet it swells
With every breath.
It grows stronger
Until the emotions
Which
I cannot distinguish
Have worn me
To sleep.
Age 19