In my head I
Scream and shout,
On the outside
I’m fine.
I just lied.
Don’t know what to do;
Don’t know where to turn
I look at you
My heart begins to burn.
Life was easy,
Our love was cheesy
Then we got a place
And bills to pay
Wanna get out the mace;
Beat some ass today.
Hang up on the bill collectors,
Fuck the safety inspectors.
Too many worries
Fill my head
Tryin’ to sleep,
But just lyin’ in bed.
Wake up in the morning
Yell at you for lookin’ at me wrong;
I’ll give you no warning
Better make that coffee strong.
Turnin’ out to be just like my dad
Can’t treat you right
Or keep my cool when I’m mad
Cuz we fight.
Twenty years from now
Routine keeps us together,
Nobody thinks of that
When they say forever.
Age 19