Lonesome & deeply sad
Knowing I’ve never accepted
The blessings I have had.
I look back in memories
At all the events of years
And see now the beauty I took for granted
Dwelling on vision with blurry tears.
Yet here I am sulking
And you have not failed me in any way
Perhaps God has given me another chance
Perhaps you really will stay.
I vow to do my best
Not to let my worries overrun my mind
And if I am successful
I can only imagine the love we will find.