I don’t even know how to start.
All of my thoughts, emotions, actions,
All of who I am,
And how our friendship works lately,
Can be put into one question.
Only you can answer.
It’s eating me inside to out,
Pouring through my eyes as tears,
Because I know I must ask,
There’s no other way.
But asking is what I fear,
For I know you-
So I know you will answer.
And with your emptily heart filled words,
Words, which come only in longing that what we have
Might still be the same.
Words, which will crush my heart
And let the last ounces of my soul give way within me,
Which will answer my question.
How do I say goodbye…
And then let go?