How dare you treat me so poorly!
How dare you ignore my voice!
How dare you sit back and flaunt your power over me!
You stir up the emotion of hate so strongly
That I can feel it boiling within.
My fists tighten and teeth grind
And I feel as if I’ll explode if I don’t vent my anger.
Violent!
You’ve made me violent!
How dare you!
How dare you turn me into those that I hate!
How dare you drown out my beliefs by creating this evil!
How dare you influence me in such tremendous ways and sit back laughing as I fight with the person I become!
Those feelings that I hate with a passion are consuming my soul.
I am not this person; I want to change.
I need to let go of the anger,
But it festers inside of me and becomes a raging fire.
I know the decisions are mine to make,
Yet it seems like my ability to choose has vanished.
How dare you!
How dare you contaminate me and overtake my defenses!
How dare you seem so casual as I twist and squirm in pain and confusion!
How dare you be so cold-hearted!
It seems as if my mind is not my own
And my heart remains true but powerless.
I am speechless because you’ve molded and provoked me into my old self.
This is not who I am or who I want to be,
But I have to vent these feelings.
How dare you!
How dare you break down my barriers and destroy my structures!
How dare you disturb my very state of mind!
How dare you change me!
Age 14