Caused You more bloodshed,
More than You deserve.
You gave Your all
And I gave nothing.
You told me You loved me,
And showed it to the fullest.
I tell You I love You,
But only tell myself I believe it.
I don’t even do the simplest of things,
And You did the unimaginable.
You lived for me, You died for me.
Out of love, love so pure
That human minds can’t even grasp it.
I claim to love You,
But the words sour in my mouth,
For my conscience, You,
Speak straight to my heart,
And cut me with the truth.
That my actions do not prove what I speak.
So my words are meaningless,
My heart distraught.
Broken.
My own heart broken,
For I’m so sinful
I even refuse to seek Your help,
To seek Your healing,
To allow Your blood,
To take the place of mine.
Age 15